For one year, the ghost of May 10, 2008 incident had haunted me. One year, I suffered all kinds of pain and sorrows just because of what happened on that special day. Some people have even wondered how long will i be able to recover by this incident.
After one year and one month, here i am ready and determined to close the sad chapter of my life.
It's simply time to move on, sadly.
But every sad endings have a new beginning.. hopefully.
In my case, there's one special person who helped me moved on from this sad incident. This one person helped me become stronger facing these challenges. This is also the one person I did not expect to be familiar with, but somehow I did. Knowing her have been the best thing that ever happened to me this year, honestly. Although I've known her in just a short period of time, she gave me enough reason to forget the past and face the present.
We've been going out lately, for friendly dates. I can say that the every time when I'm with her, i just hope that i have the ability to stop the clock because every moment with her is simply fantastic. She's fun to be with, plain and simple. It's like i want to cherish every single minute that I'm with her. She has the ability to put a smile on my face when I'm down and depressed. She can light up my dreadful day with just a simple text. She has that cute impatient attitude that despite it drives you crazy, you'll just realize how lucky you are when she does that antic since not all girls do this antic. .. Probably she's the only one who has ever done that. In my part, I miss her during the times I'm not with her. For all those times that we were together, i could say that she's the best companion I've ever with. For a friend, i could not ask for more.
There's no doubt that i like the girl. But courting her or me falling for her seems to be the farthest thing on my mind given the fact that i just came from a failed relationship. I enjoy her company. I enjoy what we are today and hopefully we'll stay this way for a long period of time. Time will only tell how we'll end up in the future but for now, I'll simply cherish what we have today. She have given me the word "contentment" a new meaning in my life. Should this be a new chapter of my life, then I don't want this chapter to end. In case it has to end, I just hope it has a better ending than my previous one and I'll surely miss all of our memories that we're been together, hoping we can do it all over again. For now, I don't want to ruin what we have today.
As for my past, it's pretty safe to say that I've moved on.
Game over. As i always used to say.
For this special friend of mine, thank you for making your friend happy and contented. I've never been this thankful since last year. I can say that my life is complete now that I'm back to my old high-spirit self. I just simply hope that I have put a little smile upon your face the moment that we've known each other.
After one year and one month, here i am ready and determined to close the sad chapter of my life.
It's simply time to move on, sadly.
But every sad endings have a new beginning.. hopefully.
In my case, there's one special person who helped me moved on from this sad incident. This one person helped me become stronger facing these challenges. This is also the one person I did not expect to be familiar with, but somehow I did. Knowing her have been the best thing that ever happened to me this year, honestly. Although I've known her in just a short period of time, she gave me enough reason to forget the past and face the present.
We've been going out lately, for friendly dates. I can say that the every time when I'm with her, i just hope that i have the ability to stop the clock because every moment with her is simply fantastic. She's fun to be with, plain and simple. It's like i want to cherish every single minute that I'm with her. She has the ability to put a smile on my face when I'm down and depressed. She can light up my dreadful day with just a simple text. She has that cute impatient attitude that despite it drives you crazy, you'll just realize how lucky you are when she does that antic since not all girls do this antic. .. Probably she's the only one who has ever done that. In my part, I miss her during the times I'm not with her. For all those times that we were together, i could say that she's the best companion I've ever with. For a friend, i could not ask for more.
There's no doubt that i like the girl. But courting her or me falling for her seems to be the farthest thing on my mind given the fact that i just came from a failed relationship. I enjoy her company. I enjoy what we are today and hopefully we'll stay this way for a long period of time. Time will only tell how we'll end up in the future but for now, I'll simply cherish what we have today. She have given me the word "contentment" a new meaning in my life. Should this be a new chapter of my life, then I don't want this chapter to end. In case it has to end, I just hope it has a better ending than my previous one and I'll surely miss all of our memories that we're been together, hoping we can do it all over again. For now, I don't want to ruin what we have today.
As for my past, it's pretty safe to say that I've moved on.
Game over. As i always used to say.
For this special friend of mine, thank you for making your friend happy and contented. I've never been this thankful since last year. I can say that my life is complete now that I'm back to my old high-spirit self. I just simply hope that I have put a little smile upon your face the moment that we've known each other.
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